I got clean, and I got mean...to the bone

TO THE BONE.

and i want you to hurt like i do
this i would wish on many less important than my worst enemy
but i almost don't even want to give it to you
i think you'd turn it into a badge of tortured honor

you fucking idiot. i wish you could see what i see
you say you're so loving, so giving
i can't imagine the most selfish person i know giving anything to anyone

Well, anyway.  I'd do it all again.