he's got that kind of love that never shows

oh, honey, i am sorry. i AM sorry.
i told you i'd step it up. said it'll be different this time. said no, for real. said i think i finally get it.

well i don't.
i don't get it.
sometimes my thoughts are so clear i can see for years in either direction and
and
and and and i think i can hold on to that clarity but then and and
and a
nd
no just part of it please
any of it!

and it's gone. all of it.
beer is for parties
beer is for long distance
i won't need long distance for long.